Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Fresh Start

It didn’t take much time for me to regroup my wandering thoughts, demolish my pessimistic approach towards everything and return back to this blog with a new frame of mind towards my life. I have heard many people saying or preaching others to be optimistic, but right now I am experiencing immense happiness by my positive approach towards my life and work. One month back when something goes wrong on any specific day; I sit back and just worry about that for days, weeks or months. But now, the bad day vanishes before next day morning. I end my life every night and start freshly every morning.

It’s always better to be realist, where I could approach things positively and be prepared if something really worse happens. Who doesn’t have worries? Everyone has, but what’s the point in worrying about something and keep crying for things on which we don’t have control in our hands. All I have started doing is to be focused on what I need in life and set goals for what I need to achieve. There were times when I used to complain about if things go wrong, keep worrying when there is no work to do and dump all sought of unnecessary thoughts in my mind, mix them up and make them ineffectual. But now even though there is no work to do, I am keeping myself busy by reading and learning something which I never did in my life continuously for these many days. Every day morning my motivation level is so high that I just feel like pumping my fist in the air and I don’t know the reason why. And all these things happened just because of altering my orthodox views and correcting me without any guidance or help of anyone except books. Yes, reading books of great personalities can have huge impact on anyone’s life. Never read so many books in a short span of time and had made a habit of reading at least one hour per day. I have also started working towards my weaknesses and the transformation currently I am experiencing is my first victory.

Last one month has been really wonderful, just absolutely great and there are no words to explain. Planning to post regularly.